Life must go on!

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim
Assalamu'alaikum! Mimil is here. I'm back after a long time no write wkwkwk. I hope you all are good, and as always don't forget to be grateful for His goodness. In this session, I will try to write in English. So, if there some mistake in my words please reminder me 😉
Like the title, Mimil will talk about life. I know I'm new in this world, I'm still 19, but in this year I feel many emotion in my self. Alhamdulillah. So, I think I must write to push out my self from lazy mood haha. So, ya, let's start it. 

Are you guys have feel tired about anything happen in your life? I have feel that. I feel like I wont do anything, I just want take a rest and stop do anything that make me confused and stress, mean I just wanna go out. Of course, I cry, I feel that I'm very difficult, I feel I'm just alone and I don't know what must I do. In that time... Is very bad to feel. I see all people can enjoy their life. I see all people are happy with no load life. Why I'm alone? Why me who feel that situation? Ya, in that time I not believe my self too. I compare my self with the other, and the ending is I talk to my self that I'm wrong and always ask why me like this, I mean I'm blame my self.

To push my motivation, I watch many movie and video that have some inspiration (bcs I like watch some movie and video in yt)  to comeback my cheerful and of course to make me that not good to stay in bad feeling. But its not enough. I still with that feeling. And in this situation I know about one thing about who I am, I know that I not clever to express feelings and try to share with the other about my problem, including my mom. Ya i realize that I'm very close with other. But maybe process everyone in life is different and not same with other. 

Just know that life must go on, just stay positive thinking and be brave to face the trouble! Because we have Allah that most bigger than the trouble. U more strong that u imagine. So don't give up!

U just need to let it go. Its not good to stay overthink, love yourself and care yourself. Your body need to take a rest first and continue to do next journey. Life must go on. You live in this world have one task is to be a khalifah. So lead yourself to moving on. Life must go on. There is time to fix your fault, Allah give u time so take it and moving on. Talk to yourself that I am wanna be  better and I will live a good life. Believe to Allah and believe yourself. I can do it and I know too that u can do it.